Motivation

So my normal routine when I wake up is to walk into the bathroom and weigh myself. Well I went in and did that this morning, and in one week, I have lost 2lbs! I haven't seen 244 on the scale in awhile! Even though I was just 2lbs away..I haven't seen it! I was so excited when I saw it! I don't think its 100% accurate, but I know that its 2lbs down from what it said a week ago! LOL. For some reason I cant get the picture to rotate. But there is it..Anyways..about motivation!..I saw this on the scale this morning and was really happy. I don't think people realize how real it becomes until you see the numbers on the scale..whether its smaller or larger than they want. My realization came when I stepped on the scale and I was 3.2lbs away from being 250lbs. I absolutely refuse to see 250lbs on the scale. It is completely uncalled for! My next "mini mini" goal, is to hit the 30's! Then to lose 10lbs by October 20. We shall see!!! 




Look at this, I looked up how much 100lbs of fat looked like..

This is completely disgusting to think that I HAVE THIS IN MY BODY!! To imagine having to lose all this seems almost impossible but I'm going to take it one day at a time! I dont even want to think of it as "omg I have to lose 100lbs" I need to think of it as, "Im going to be healthy, happy, and beautiful" That's the only way I'm going to get through this, and making mini goals!! 

Ive got alot more on my mind that I will write tomorrow! 

Good night!

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