Hard Times..

I've been having a hard time since I got back home to Florida. I havent been to the gym, and I havent worked out. I feel like I've gained 100 lbs. I cant go to the gym because I owe them money and I dont have enough money to pay it right now. I will be going in there on Fri and getting that figured out. It is so darn hot outside to do anything outside. I dont know what it is that is holding me back from walking/riding my bike,etc. I think part of it is, I dont want to do it alone. My fiance is always working or busy and I dont have friends that can just come over. I think if I had a friend that lived pretty close we could just go on walks together or something. This is just a blabbing post about my "downess" lately. I need your guys' opinion on what you guys do when your not in the mood to workout, or ride your bike. So the question is, "when your down, or not in the mood to workout, what do you do?" Comment and let me know! Please! Im in need of help!

I started a challenge with my friend. She put together a challenge to loose a certain amout of weight by labor day. I chose 20lbs. I was going to push 30lbs but my 21st birthday is in there and I know that is going to set me back. If I dont get my butt on track i'm not going to get anywhere near that 20lbs. That's another reason why I do this blog. I can get your guys' opinions and I can let you guys not that there are going to be good days and bad days! I have just been so so lazy. Sitting on the couch doing nothing. Ugh, I hate it! I need to get out of this funk! ASAP!

Help!?